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Birthday Presents!

From: My parents

From: I'm waiting for the card to list down the names

From: Stephanie Hiew

From: Stephanie Tan and Pak Tsung

From: Sharon Tan and Hong Yi

From Moritz

From: Alan, Chuan Szen, Ken, Foot Seng and Chi Fei

From: Fiona

From: Tan Shin YI, ELizabeth, Elaine, Grace, Gian Wan, Jason, Alex

From: Hui Xin, Carmen, Min Ran, Fay Jin, Chia Woon, Wei Yin

From: Alen, Wayne, Kong

From: Jovina, Lesmond, Mason

Anklet. From: Henry, Justin, Brian


From: Aple

THANKS!

Something I wanted to post a long time ago

It's coming to an end.

I'm happy for you* and you** and you*** and you**** and you***** =)

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I'll be all alone when she's gonna ditch me... =)

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Sugary sugar causes cavities and diabetes. Better stay off it! =)

*sweetness*

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Maison!! Zouk!!

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Dateline draws close. Ready?

What CLEO stars have to say about me?

Happy Birthday Taurus Babe!

YOU ARE: A luxury, party-loving gal who can be touched by the beauty of the countryside as much as Dior. Your glamour, beauty, sharp brain, determination and patience gets you success every which way you turn!

*This is sooo true! (I'm not talking about the luxury, glamour, beauty part....alright, maybe a little =p. And I didn't know that loving the countryside was part of being a Taurus. I don't use Dior be the way.

YOU'RE WONDERFUL BECAUSE: For all your glitz and partying, you're a realist who always gets far in life. You're happy with yourself and quiet times generate an impressive creative streak. You're also dependable and loyal-you see the best in people and friends have to do a lot to piss you off.

* Quiet times generate impressive streak? Cool! haha, but it is sort of true too, I won't be planning, organising and making tons of things if it wasn't true but now, where got time? The last sentence, if you don't believe it then you sooo do not know me!

YOU'RE IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE: You can be bossy, lazy and opinionated while you take a lot, when someone crosses the line, you rarely forgive and being stubborn, you find it hard to let go. And while you're vain, you often lack the motivation to stay in shape, leading to more complaining!

*Bossy? When I need too. Lazy? But that would only happen after I studied super duper hard. Opinionated? I can be quiet at times, especially if I just met you, I'm a bad 'explainer', I wonder how I make friends? haha. The forgive and being stubborn part? I was like that I guess, less now. Vain and lack motivation to stay in shape? How do you think I got into how I look now??? by being lazy? I don't think so.

LOVE MATCH: You need to be romanced, pampered and adored before you give any action! You don't give your heart easily, but when you do, it's love with a capital L!

* Why am I such a Taurus? it just makes me no different from the others, hai`

There is actually a list of other stars that might be compatible with me but...nah! I won't put it up for your sake, haha.

16th May 2007

I can't wait for the holidays! It has only been the second day of my end of semester exams but I'm already planning for it.

'We were once in the same line, abreast with one another. I was there for them and they were here for me too. As time passed, they stepped forward but I stood static.

They are still here with me, only attached by a string. As the string lengthens, I hardly see them anymore. I feel left behind. I can't wait to be hand-in-hand, going forward, moving forward, taking each step together. Living life, a better one.

16th of May. I promise. We will have fun =) '

Nothing left to lose.

It was a beautiful morning. Darkness had unfolded hours ago. The vivid feeling had returned.

The trees swayed vigorously and the branches were abrasive. The whistling was horrid but it feels good. The wind was temperate, indecisive and warm but it didn't matter. I’m not myself lately anyway.

I stood at the window, which I could do for a life time, just staring into the darkness that masks the truth. I stood at the window below the litted moon where I could cherish every moment of this embellished dream.

You could finally breathe. But could I? Can I? Don’t ask, don't inquire, don't question, just indulge in this illustrious picture.

The music plays; smooth and gentle where the notes intoxicates the night, the very air that I take in. It becomes addictive.

You want to believe it, you want to accept it, I really do, with the heart that beats to make you live. 'Let it be' it whispers.

Droplets fall from the sky, cooling the surroundings. I feel much relaxed now, its feels better.

It's 7 in the morning. The sun rises and sweeps away the moment that once existed.

It’s gone. It’s lost. The serenity of the moment.

Poor Muffin

Muffin as always is a chicken wuss. That night when my friends came over to the house, she hid below the chair. She was about to walk out from her so-called hiding place when a friend tried to grab her from behind. She freaked out and ran back to her safe place. As she ran, something fell, rolled out and there on the floor of my living quarters was a black, small, round, solid matter, a fecal pellet.

A friend said, this is what SCARED THE SH*T OUT OF HER literally means.

Later that night, I handed Muffin to a friend. Muffin looked scared.

“Will she pee on me?” He asked.

“No” I said.

“No, of course not, she won’t pee, she will only sh*t on you.”

In a separate event, the same friend who actually owns a chi hua hua, an abnormally over sized one started the conversation below.

“What dog is this?” He asked.

“Huh? A chi hua hua lah."

"An actual chi hua hua” I emphasized.

“Are you sure? You’ve not been feeding your dog is it?”

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*pic

[when she was just a baby....]

Baby Muffin

It'll be a sin if I don't write about this

1 May 2007

6 more days to finals. Another unproductive day.

9.40pm: Just came back from a drive, finally. I didn't want to go home, thought of going to cyber for a while but then again, Muffin was with me.

10.00pm: I went to bed, hoping I could wake up later and study. The plan was to wake up at 12am to thank everyone for their birthday wishes as well.

11.50pm: Sharon called. She woke me up from sleep. I was in a daze. She didn't call to wish me happy birthday, she said she had a problem, she asked me whether I was free and if I could find her now. The conversation was cut short, she had an incoming call, she said she'll get back to me.

2 May 2007

12.05am: Sharon called, I was still in bed. She said she was at my house. "Huh?" I asked. "Yeh, I'm outside, come out now" she said. "Really? Who else is there?" I asked. "Only me here" "Sure oh!" "You don't believe me is it?" " Er, if you say your outside, then I trust you" I replied. Still blur. I was thinking whether I should change clothes. I didn't, she said it was her alone.

12.10am: I opened the door slowly, carefully. Whoa! Bright lights! I saw Sharon and Stephanie Tan. Sharon took photos. I let them in. "Why are you dressed so nice? We going any where?" Sharon was with me and she asked me to put Muffin away, she was afraid that Muffin will wake everyone up.

12.15am: I placed Muffin in the room. "Where is Stephanie? She didn't come in?" I went to the door. Opened. I saw a lot of people behind her. I was thinking why are there so many people? Who are these people? I was still in a haze. I saw a person in a green, bright shirt, VENG FOON!!!! Sh*t! I ran off, I shouted, I need to change! I was in my pajamas and when your at home you don't actually wear a lot of clothes, if you get what I mean.

12.20am: I was in the room, couldn't find my clothes. Sharon and Stephanie kept whispering through the door. I took a while.

12.30am: I came out of the room. I begin to recognise faces. I saw Henry, Pak Tsung, Ping Wei, Stephanie Chow, Mun Yew, Veng Foon, Sharon, Stephanie Tan and Stephanie Hiew. I was surprised.

12.35am: They sang my birthday song and made me eat my cake. EVIL MONKEYS! They made me cry, they came at the 'right' moment, I was vulnerable. Damn photos! My hair was in a huge mess.

12.40am: I thanked everyone for coming. Cursed those who needed it. Took photos.

1.30 am: More people came. Brian, Jeng Lin, Lesmond, Mason and Albert. Took more photos.

2.00 am: Sent everyone back.

Thank you! !@#$! You saw me in my pjs! I looked horrible! You took photos!

And to the other tons of people who wished me, Thank you!

It means a lot to me.